terrible, horrible, no good, very bad mood

The headache set in 30 minutes after I woke up. Didn’t cease until about an hour ago. Everyone and their mothers annoyed the crap out of me. My coworker is apparently keeping up the stupid and almost screwed us. I fixed that crisis. YOU’RE WELCOME!!! I can’t get the supplies needed to properly do my job. I talk until I’m blue in the face and no one friggin’ cares. Tomorrow is going to involve some more groveling. I’m drowning over here and have no competent back-up. But, let’s threaten a write-up because you’re behind on something. Squeeze me? Oh, and I almost walked out after an hour.

The place makes me physically ill. And I spent all day fighting back tears. Something’s gotta give, I just don’t know what.

On a happier note… Thierry motherfuckin’ Henry! (And I missed it!)

thekinghasreturned

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just roll me over there, i’m cool

Small steps. I can’t even get motivated enough for that. ha! Everything is so cluttered. EVERYTHING! I just don’t know where to start. I guess that area in front of the book case would be a good start. But, no motivation. There’s laundry to be done and dishes colonizing in the sink; and yet, I just don’t care. Speaking of clutter, this post popped up in my feed reader yesterday as I was moaning to no one in particular about having too much stuff. Maybe I should take it as a sign and get moving. It’s only 1:30 and I’ve got all day tomorrow. :)

We’ll see. Right now I’m just going to sit and wonder why the hell I just ate an entire pizza by myself. ‘CUZ I’M A MUTHA-EFFIN’ GENIUS!!!! Don’t be jealous, ha!

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adventures of dick & jane

I need to read more this year. And cook more. Definitely cook more. I collect recipes from all over & who knows where and rarely ever try them out. Even if it’s just one new dish on the weekend or something. That, or I’ll have to stop eating. No ifs, ands, or buts. Try new recipes or starve to death. :)

I used to be able to start/finish a book in no longer than a week. I don’t know what has happened. Lazy, I guess. I have a few books sitting around half-read that I should probably finish. I also just bought 2 new books… I clearly need help. ha! I do, however, refuse to finish reading a certain book I own. I started reading this bastard, hell, 10 years ago. I think I may have finally gotten to the halfway point a few years ago. Why? THIS BOOK IS SO DAMN BORING OMG WHAT THE HELL! I’m not even kidding. It’s sad, because it could be such an interesting book; but, no. I should probably just individually buy all the books it references and be done with it. ha ha! Oh book, y u so boring?

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i love kitties!

I have a feeling I’m going to be quitting my job before this year’s over… or totally begun. With or without somewhere else to go. Sneaking suspicion. This season may kill me. Whatever, it’s just that kind of place. A tiny, insignificant blip in my life. I certainly don’t miss it when I’m not there. We’ll see how this goes; but so far, not so good.

This is totally not where I pictured myself at this age. I’m not sure quite where I did picture myself; but, I know it wasn’t this. One day I’ll find all of those dreams I used to have and perhaps put them to use. Maybe that’ll be sooner than I expect? Who knows. 3 months give/take… we’ll see. WE’LL SEE. Yeah, I’m screaming, wanna fight about it? ha ha!

I’d say “your move, universe”, but really the ball’s in my court, right? RIGHT? SCREAMY!! WOOO!

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happy new year!

Well, well, well, 2012… we meet again.  Wait… :)

Happy New Year!
Photo source: Happy New Year! by junkoseven on Flickr

Hello, happy new year!  I didn’t quite make it to midnight myself, but I’m old, set in my ways.  ha ha!  Or just ingested enough caffeine yesterday to take down a woolly mammoth and crashed about 9:30.  Look!  See!  I made it to 9:30.  That’s a feat in my world of going to bed at 8:00.  I was however awoken at midnight by a bomb going off against my house.  Or neighbours shooting fireworks, whatever.  I just know it sounded like something was beating against the house.  Dog didn’t bark, so I guess we were safe to take on another day.  And, I woke up so… let the chaos commence!

Anyway, have a little end o’ the year survey thingie I’ve “borrowed” from somewhere; everywhere, really. Have a happy and safe new year!

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